Trapped

Why must they decide how I feel?
The words they speak, makes what they call truth.
Creating my destiny, my inner being interrupted by this disturbance
Trapped, trapped, nowhere to go, nothing I can do. Here and now, I am stuck and I want this to be over, everything.

My love, just hold me and call me your own.
Take me from the place where I don’t belong
Let me be rearranged into your world.
My reality scares and tears me, down, down, until I have almost nothing left.

I don’t want you to see.
I don’t want you to know, what happens when the expressions of my soul take over.
But then, I do want you to know and see, what takes hold of me.
Let you know, protect, embrace the pieces of me that are falling apart from the heart that’s mine.
I don’t want to be alone anymore.

I want to be small for you. I want to be seen, and known.
Hide me in your love, and slumber not in my times of darkness and despair.
Allow me to feel your warmth in distance, and when you’re near. Don’t let go, don’t let go, I am falling, falling, falling away. And I’m trapped.