Ramblings

Sometimes, I feel like I understand why everything happens, and understand the way I feel, and the reasons I do the things that I do.
And there are other times where I feel like I am in a cloud of self failure, and the only thing that makes sense is, well nothing.
Today, I am not too sure what I feel. I think almost as always, that this life just doesn't get better. The only thing that changes is time.
Time just slips away, making things more meaningless. People slowly care about you less, or in lives of more important people, they supposedly get better.

It amazes me how you can look forward to something so much, and then when the time comes, it is nothing like you've imagined.
People can be so ignorant. They see right through you, and through your soul like there is nothing hindering you.

I guess most of this doesn't makes much sense. Well, I guess it doesn't really matter cause no one reads this anyways.

All I can say is, I hate this world. I hate it so much. I wish things were different, but they never will be....